18.5.10;
I really wonder how I manage to wake up every morning, wash up and get dressed for work, work for 11 hours and goes back to bunk with the only thing on his mind is to repeat it all over again.
What keeps me going? I seriously have no clue. Just another one of life greatest mysteries like the platypus or something.
It is not just about the workload, but the people can make it a troubling.
You would think there would be perks with working this hard, but frankly speaking there really isn't. Allowance is enough, I stay in most of the time so I pretty much have a nonexistent social life except on the weekends.
Probably just some meaningless rant to the outside world. I don't/won't compare with the other people who "might" have a worst life as compared to me but it is really how you look at it and I have a quote which says:
Comparison is the thief of joy.--Unknown
-mic :3
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16.5.10;
It has been a long time since my last post, and I don't really have the time to write a long one. So I'll just keep it short and simple.
So much things on my mind right now I can't really put it down on the blog, stupid stupid writers block. I've been holding back for quite some time now, it don't feel really alive over the past few weeks maybe even months, with all the things at work (camp), some friendship stuff and even at home. It feels like I don't really have a good place to hide out from all these nonsense. As much as there are good people surrounding me but it feels like I'm so alone in such a sea of people its smothering me. I can't really describe this feeling but I hope you catch my drift.
- mic :3
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