31.8.08;
hmmmmm a while till i will run the nike human race 10k.
i dont feel prepared.. probably cos i was sick past 3 weeks....
but i'm gonna complete it nonetheless even if it takes me freaking 2 hours..
HUR HUR..
i'll blog about last day of work another time.. should be fun
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28.8.08;
today something happened to me..
i thought that when i left the house it was probably going to be a bad day.. i was right..
left the house with supposedly enough time to get to site but got caught up in the jam firstly.. then the ride was insanely long..
note to self never take 197 to bukit merah.. takes too long..
anyways then next i got off 2 stops too late.. and was 1 hour late for work.. naturally i got told off not really scolded just asked why i was late today by adeline when i went back to the office to do some work first..
anyhow.. at the site.. boss came down the evaluate the site protocols which was abit nerving.. so we went thru the different aspects of the site stuff.. and was asked for imput among other things..
so site ended back to office it started raining as we got out of the van.. bad weather to work.. at least i asked for the noon off :) to settle some stuff..
regular stuff until after lunch.. went to belmoral place there to collect my race pack which was unable to be collected like on sunday when me and jon went.. too many people PLUS it was raining.. so i made a wasted trip to clark quay where the queue was... lack of a better word... FRIGGIN LONG.. not sure when the queue ended tho.. but yea long as i said.. so collected race pack went back to the bus stop.. saw my 960 leaving the bus stop... i thought "curses".. of course you can replace the word with any expletives you can think of.. and i was feeling thirsty.. wanted to go to the 7-11 behind me. but was thinking i would be late for my doctor's appointment if i missed the bus.. then i decided not to..
as i was sitting at the chair coughing the thing happened..
this lady.. probably middle 20s.. asked me if i wanted hacks.. although i declined and told her i had lozenges.. but she was a very nice person.. you usually only find nice people in story books and television.. i never thought they existed in the real world.. its different from giving up your seat to people who need it more.. cos that is just common courtesy.. and much easier to do than offering umbrellas or lozenges.. and there isnt much courteous and much lesser nice people.. of course im one of those nice people but i'm not too keen on strangers.. =\
anyways this made my day and before she went up the bus she said bye to me.. maybe she wanted to flirt with me XD
TIME TO SLEEP NIGHTS!!
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22.8.08;
fk fk fk fk fk ...
stupid romantic songs.. make me think too much damn!!!
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18.8.08;
grrr emo emo..
hate spending time alone at home with nothing to do..
i either:
1. sleep
2. think (which apparently is not optimal)
3. bum around
most recently ive just been wondering people say that the most important thing is to be yourself but if you dont know what that is how would be go about doing it. and what if. by being yourself you lose another part that is considered yourself as well.
sigh anyways..
change the song now is more emo classical song...
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17.8.08;
sigh lately been spending alot of time with certain friends and neglecting some of the rest but i'll try to keep in touch with everyone.
just today i felt really really wierd cos nick kept reminding me that i had like 3 weeks left of being a citizen although rightfully 4 but as ns creeps closer im getting more and more nervous. summerized below are some of the reasons.
1. havent prepared my stuffs yet
2. nick kept reminding me that i have to train up so i dont die during training.
3. short hair :(
4. staying away from home.
and other reasons. but not like i can defer from national service at all. sigh. just getting more and more anxious about ns now. just really hope that people will stop reminding me of what is to come.
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03:47
11.8.08;
its really sad but everywhere i look. im disgusted.
its not the environment.
its not really the people. well sorta.
its not the smell.
but its
people who wear skinny jeans.
my god. the streets are littered with people wearing skinny jeans. but im not really against the jeans per se but the people wearing them. here are some common guidelines to follow.
1. While the whole point of skinny jeans is well to be skinny, its not really that nice to be wearing skinnies that looks like or in actual fact is cutting off circulation to the foot. So yes people who wear too skinny skinny jeans should just die.
2. Skinny jeans on skinny people makes your calves look smaller than they actually are, unless you want to look like sticks that can be broken stay away from the jeans that makes it look like 2 chopsticks.
3. Skinny jeans on people with fat thighs and calves, although in point no. 2 skinny jeans makes calves look smaller but it doesn't apply to all situation. Skinny jeans can also make your thighs and calves look fat and larger than they actually are, like side mirror disclaimers "Objects in mirror look larger than they appear."
i had other rules but those are it, like most fashion thingies, dont overdress, choose your colors wisely, hide your butt cracks just cos you cant see it does not mean it wont ruin other people's appitite. just remember to wear appropriately skinny skinny jeans.
/ramble off
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15:33
5.8.08;
my gosh..(god wouldnt be that accurate more like future god.. whoever he/she is or whether ive found this entity yet) but i digress
i wonder why im feeling this way..
every time..
it always happens..
whenever i have too much time on my hands i just think of strange thoughts about myself and what ive been doing or planning to do.. not disclosing any details.. but one things for sure.. no suicidal thoughts.. haha be glad..
somehow... i often wonder
how i actually feeling in the different situations that im in
what im actually doing letting so many chances slip out of my hands
gahh random ramblings stupid emo songs and free time..
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
*scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours
*scat*
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22:15
2.8.08;
hmmm its really been a long time since i have last updated my blog..
time to slowly revive it before i let it lay in peace for 2 years in the national service..
misc ramblings..
i think i am an awkward person..
go figure
post again tml or something haha
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