13.10.07;
its finally come.. napfa.. is coming.. i know im not gonna pass cos i cant do my pull ups.. anyways.. pp.. still havent do.. need to start soon.. ns edocumentation havent do.. need to do later.. =\.. fyp screwy.. need to redo.. so many things need to do.. i need to get out of here...
just thinking about the future kinda freaks me out a little.. whats i want.. what will happen.. how my life wont turn out.. actually.. i think just ns..
i have watched 3 movies today.. f4:rise of the silver surfer (again), deck the halls, and i now pronounce you chuck and larry (yes, again..)
hollywood might seem like they are only in it for the money.. but actually i feel that they are actually doing some good to the society.. so many values are taught from movies.. and it is one of the best mediums there is to do this kind of things to the people..
take i now pronouce you chuck and larry.. it is portrayed as a movie of homosexual references.. but it shows the that there is discrimitation out there.. whether we like it or not.. and that true friends will go through extraordinary lengths to help.. among other things..
everyone watches movies.. not always at the cinema.. but im sure every has watched at least 1 movie before.. and thus plays a big part in most of our lives.. anyways.. enough about movies..
OMG I BOUGHT A NEW CD TODAY.. S.E.N.S.. another thing i must say.. its not expensive to have a bit of classical in your life.. and it is easy to enjoy as well..
“All mankind is divided into three classes: those that are immovable, those that are movable, and those that move”
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4.10.07;
i have just found another great show... private practice.. so touching..
anyways.. been sometime since ive last updated..
nothing much happening.. just here and there.. spending alot of time buried in games.. school is just too boring.. and too lazy to go to the lab daily...
ive come up to a conclusion.. everybody.. and i literally mean EVERYBODY.. goes thru this phase.. a self destructive phase.. its just a matter of when it happens.. and how long it lasts.. it can and will destroy everything.. careers... families... friends... yourself... you see in on tv. in movies.. shit happens.. but people usually let them happen.. because with all the order.. some people need the chaos.. even tho the world is such a chaotic place right now.. it doesnt matter who you are.. IT WILL AFFECT YOU.. this phenomenon can or cannot be stopped.. depending on the emotional state of the person.. and it might even be infectious.. so pls.. take extra precaution...
maybe why im writing this might be cos it feels like one of those days.. women might have it every month.. i have it every fortnight and it lasts for god knows how long.. constantly being irritated by things people said.. and falling out with people.. but some of you know.. you deserve it.. i might not be the best person out there.. but at least i know.. people would probably know why i seem so distant as of late.. too tired to try.. the nice guy always finish last.. maybe not the last.. but its definitely one of the back few.. sigh.. i think ive risen to a new epitome of emoness.. =\ better stop here..
“Life's disappointments are harder to take when you don't know any swear words.” Calvin & Hobbes
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