14.1.08;

yawn.... been wanting to post over the weekends but decided not to.. =\ bad ya i know.. anyways.. 3 weeks more of school and 3 more UTs to go.. seriously need to score at the last test to pull grades up... if possible..

~~as im sitting here writing my entry on a monday afternoon... and also eating my lunch... along with small bits of procrastination..~~

wait.. lemme rephrase that..

~~as im sitting here writing my entry on a monday night... after a whole night of wowing... along with small bits of procrastination..~~

wait.. still not right..

as im sitting here writing my entry on a tuesday night.. after school, UT, and a whole day of installing programs on the laptop, and watching family guy later... hey dont look at me.. its NORMAL!... for me anyways...

it just that ive been thinking.. i grew up having an image for how i want to grow up.. heh who hasnt.. everything from what i wanna work as and how i wanna look like.. and its very strange how all these images change through time.. and how as we grow older.. all these images kinda seem to slip away further and further.. and not always we are in control.. sometimes it just happens..

i remember when i was a kid.. i wasnt exactly as i am today.. i used to be kinda chubby.. =\.. something i never thought was not possible.. kinda smashed my image of what i wanted to be.. tall like my dad among other stuff.. i also noticed as a person im changing.. im relatively more quiet as compared to last time.. i listen more than i actually share.. hmmm go figure... need to sort out my other thoughts... so...

here is a song.. many dating singles will relate to.. to those who we hurt and hurt us..

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Here we go oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

We got problems
We don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons to follow
We got baggage you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see, in the...

Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parad
I've never been better than I am today

Go oh oh
Oh oh oh

You got a questio
How do we get it started?
I got an answer, let go of your heart and...
Love it, live it, leave it and get into i
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the...

Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and
Wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up every day

The broken hearts parade
And we're putting our hearts out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound!
The beating of a broken heart!
Step with the rhythm you found!
To the beating of a broken heart

scribbled 13:48

11.1.08;

wow just read this on facebook.

The following scene took place on a BA flight between Johannesburg and London . This is a true story.

A White woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a Black man. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air Hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the Hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a Black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please, the Hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in Economy class. I spoke to the Captain and he informed me that there are also no seats in the Business class. All the same, we still have one seat in First class." Before the woman could reply, the Hostess continued: "It is unusual for our company to permit someone from Economy class to sit in First class. However, given the circumstances, the Captain feels that it would be scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting." She turned to the Black man and said, "Therefore, Sir, if you would like to, please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in First class." At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had just witnessed stood up and applauded. If you are against Racism, please send this message to all your friends. Please do not delete it without sending it to at least one person. "When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."

scribbled 15:30

6.1.08;

haha should have done this sooner.. probably been too busy with stuff.. anyways the other day i checked leo like i always do.. which included the CE and PP page i was delighted to see that i have just completed my CE as well as my PP..

for those who dont know what CE and PP is.. here is a short explanation..

CE, creative engagement, where you spend to go for 20 talks and do 20 reports of these talks to complete.. you can also choose to participate in activies that will give you a high amount of active points.. sort of like CIP but worst.

PP, professional profiling, basically 10-20% consist of obtaining information about a company either online, articles, interview etc. and 20-30% is probably organizing everything properly with a flow.. and the rest is probably just pure fabrication. its just RP way of saying we have done attachments before we graduated.

as much as you can infer.. these are really really stupid modules that you have to completed before you graduate.. IF you fail to do so.. you have to retake a semester and pay fees to retake them.. probably the 2 other modules apart of cognitive processes that you SHOULD not fail..

why do i say you should not fail cognitive processes.. we have to first look at the meaning of cognitive processes...

cog·ni·tion (kŏg-nĭsh'ən)
n.

1. The mental process of knowing, including aspects such as awareness, perception, reasoning, and judgment.
2. That which comes to be known, as through perception, reasoning, or intuition; knowledge.

and we all know what processes mean.. so in layman's terms.. cognitive processes is just how you think.. and how can you fail a thinking module.. simple.. we are told to think out of the box so much that we forget about thinking within the box.. the solution to any problem depends on the problem.. solving a simple question with a complicated answer.. makes it.. stupid..

anyways.. its 330 am.. i should be going off to sleep..

“You don't have a soul. You are a Soul. You have a body.” C.S. Lewis

scribbled 03:20

2.1.08;

hahah finally done it... ive changed my blog skin.. slightly late but still i did it.. quite a skin.. trying my best to limit the girlyness this is what happens XD..

anyways.. abit late but still HAPPY NEW YEAR..

to all 3rd year rp students.. we are going to graduate soon.. FINAL LEG OF THE RACE.. yay... for some... there is still an fyp presentation tho.. hope it goes well..

spent some times with old friends.. it seems that we still get along which is probably a good thing.. although was unable to meet up with all of them.. still it was fun..

new year.. new skin... new resolutions for some.. never became a habit for me

anyways.. here is a funny commercial to cheer some people up and remember.. stay healthy

scribbled 12:45