20.6.07;
my head fucking hurts.. its spinning around like mad.. everytime i try to close my eyes.. my stomach reflux..
im fucking angry.. i know im not wrong.. or right.. but you arent either..
you dont get a reason to scream at me when you are also partially to blame..
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15.6.07;
haha today was a very busy day.. and i did something today.. finally went to collect my laptop and for the first time i went there early.. i didnt know it opened only at 9.00am so i woke up 7.30am which i dragged till 8.. normal routine all the way then left for jurong east towards the acer service center.. apparently there were only a few people at the place so i got my number here is a picture of my number..
went to school tested out my computer .. apparently .. there is no more errors at the moment .. so i dont think i need to reformat my computer now ..
anyways reached school about 10.10am .. talked about mite infestation which was pretty bad .. and how we should take care of it.. then Dr Alvin Teo talked about how we can get rid of it by changing vials every 12-24 hours for a period of 2 weeks and also clean everything up and use the mite paper.. which he said is harmful and toxic to us as well.. =\ anyways a whole day of checking for mites.. i did about 30 large vials or OR(+), wildtype, while the others did the both their strain and the wildtype as well.. packed and cleaned out all of our stuff and went for a late lunch.. while Dorcas and Adrian went to do some work.. somehow i feel that our lab.. is always getting checked up on by the other facilitators.. today was my cell culture fac.. havent seen our PI Melanie for a long time .. need to start work on the lab report and for submission before the actual deadline for her to check our work.. also need to work out the log book as soon as possible.. which means... i need to go a printer by this weekend..
anyways after the lab.. went to cut my hair and since ppl keep talking about my hair being messy and all i decided to change my hairstyle.. zhen also wanted to dye his hair but i only decided to do it after my hair was cut haha.. damn the smell of ammonia was bad.. its still in my throat apparently =\ anyways a picture paints a thousand words but i dont know haha just see for yourselves..
anyways last night was fun.. finally met up with so many ppl i have no seen in ages.. murshida.. stedston.. bear.. ym.. haha we had a hell of a time .. ate thai express .. nothing special .. in my opinion .. cos i ate seafood pineapple rice .. apparently zhong said his softshell crab abit unfresh then didnt finish his food.. anyways we migrated from esplanade taking pictures all the way to fullerton one at around the merlion there.. then walked all the way back to esplanade where murshida had to go home and waited for the bear there.. haha then slack more.. and finally decided to go to lot one -.- hahaha for those wondering where that is .. that is the shopping center next to choa chu kang mrt station.. took about 45 mins back to cck by bus 960 and 190.. when and where we debated about singapore education system, scholarships, bonds, government, politics etc.. and went to mac to slack more.. met up with yt there.. talked more.. gawain popped by.. talked more.. migrated out of mac and talked in a circle while some people left for home.. after which we migrated to the mrt station and more ppl left .. lol yes we are a buncha wierd people.. then finally those headed towards the same direction went off.. walked home with jon , bear , ym , and gawain .. talked all the way home
anyways its long but thats the end =D and just for treats i'll give you not 1 BUT 2 quotes today
“To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.” Brandi Snyder
“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.” Unknown
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12.6.07;
mmm where do i start.. the past few weeks ive been constantly thinking about how inconsiderate people are nowadays. maybe im one of them but the fatal flaws of every person is not understand anything other than ourselves.. most people are safe but i find that the younger generation is especially inconsiderate..
just that day i was at giodarno with my sis and my mom.. the person infront of the queue was leaving the queue when she accidentally tripped on her leg.. i apologized but then her kid no more than 10 years old i think turned back and looked at me and produced a "TSK!".. i was "O.O, wtf?".. then i went to my sis and stated quite loudly about how the kid dissed me..
another thing that happened to me on my way home from j8 after watching shrek 3 which was extremely funny btw especially puss in boots lol classic =D.. anyways back to my story.. on the train heading back home.. there was a family with a child.. i think around 12.. she kept staring at me.. all the way until i got off and she got off a the same station... and still she was constantly looking back at me.. either she is in love with me or something but.. i rather the latter.. i dont want to attract young little kids.. i might like cute anime girls but i hate children..
anyways.. just needed to get that off my chest.. havent been doing anything for the past few days.. i completed .hack//G.U. vol.1 rebirth and vol.2 reminiscence.. yes i have no life.. on the verge of trying to get 100% completion.. someone give me something to do.. lol..
i went skating at ecp on sunday.. after my FTL 1.02 which i was late for.. yet again.. zhen was working at some samsung inline festival which ended damn early.. went there around 1 plus.. met zhen ate subway.. yum.. slack awhile then skated till outward bound school there then skated back.. saw my diving friend.. said hi then went to 7-11 and we made new friends lol.. a group of skaters one of which had the same skates as rui.. and they went "hey, nice skates" "yeh, you too".. never got their details.. but i have a feeling we might see them again.. after that went to zhen's relatives condo for bbq.. then taught zhen some basic stopping methods and i tried powerslide.. was quite alright.. just need more practice.. still wondering if i should trade skates with zhen for a bit.. lol.. btw this is my skates K2 Kinetic 10.0 woot steel & titanium frame with ILQ 9 barrings..
“Supposing you have tried and failed again and again. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing that we call "Failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down.” Mary Pickford
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4.6.07;
you are probably wondering why i am bloggin at such an ungodly hour.. its because i cant sleep.. why cant i sleep? .. no idea but my guess is that i woke up late this morning and thus i have an awake mind and a tired body..
today was fun.. went skating after my final theory lesson.. skated around bb for quite a long time waiting for zhen to arrive.. then after he reached.. taught him some basic skating techniques like stopping and turning while me and rui ventured into hockey stop and some wierd techniques e.g. wheel barrel.. fell down a few times tho.. scratched by skates.. /wrists but no matter.. hahaha..
had dinner at mac and i bought myself a pair of shrek ears.. lol.. i know its wierd but its for charity so not so bad. went back to rui's house slack abit.. then went to west mall for icecream at the usual hangout .. then went home.. probably the WORST post ever cos i just blogged what i did today.. =\
“Science is a way of thinking much more than it is a body of knowledge.” Dr. Carl Sagan
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