21.9.07;

this is probably what im feeling the past few days... key phrase being.. "We're better off without you"..

been feeling wierd the past few days.. just thinking about the way friend should make you feel.. they make you feel like it is safe to be yourself.. some people might have noticed it but ive been irritable lately.. i concluded that friend should never make you doubt the relationship.. once it happens.. it is just as good as gone..

anyways..

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cuz I fear I might brake
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight i'll lie awake
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all the days that we spent
Carry away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me

scribbled 00:24

10.9.07;

lol. been pretty busy the past few weeks. even tho the holidays are here. i've been going to the lab practically everyday. apart from going to school from 9 - 5 for my experiment. i have also been bringing my experiment home. probably not the best thing to do especially with instances of ants eating up your experiment. now you can tell your teacher. "my dog didn't eat my homework, ants did". jokes aside, hectic period now as we have to rush to complete the project get results and do analysis of the results. but currently i am doing moderately well, as compared to some.just waiting to start the next batch of experiment as well as wait for F2.

have yet to start on my pp yet. which i believe will screw me over. had plans to do it over the holidays but might be quite tight. but still have to finish it. it should be easy but tedious to do.

anyways enough with the updates.

i've been thinking. . . . .

actually i've been thinking alot lately.. its not really easy to put into words.. but i know one things for sure.. i think better around water.. either swimming.. rain or even in the bath.. i think.. its scary.. anyways.. i planned to finish this post last week.. just havent really gotten to do it..

anyways.. holidays is ended.. hope the next sem will be a better one..

“Avoid the crowd. Do your own thinking independently. Be the chess player, not the chess piece.”

scribbled 21:55