1.7.07;

if you're wondering why i havent been updating..

first off.. fyp or more specifically known as G301.. has the deadline for report and logbook submission to be on 4th of july.. everyone not only myself is going bonkers over it.. i just got back my draft from melanie wong and will work on it either on sunday or monday night.. apparently we have to change the format to a proposal like report instead of a normal report which is actually quite true seeing as we dont have any experimental data yet.. since all our previous experiment failed badly.. writing this also reminds me.. i havent started transfering my log book which is a bad thing.. =\ need to do it on tuesday.. maybe i shouldnt go to lab seeing as how "enthusiastic" my other team mates are with..

secondly.. im having some problems at home.. my mom is giving me shit for everything.. regarding some things that happened over the weeks.. she and i are not exactly talking to each other yet.. that might be a good thing.. or not.. but im trying my best not to argue with her anymore.. and the best way to do that is to stay away from home as much as possible..

something i thought of and about during the weeks.. it is actually about human behavior.. i noticed that the only thing dangerous to man is man himself.. or herself.. before people starts branding me as an MCP.. if your wondering what that means it means male chauvinist pig.. google that up.. anyways.. i personally feel that man in general set out to build big things and with that he will achieve things.. but everything that he has achieved will only be destroyed by himself.. im not sure how to explain it.. but i feel that thats the case even with me.. apparently i suck at this area called relationship.. with both males and females.. which is really sad..

another thing that ive been thinking about.. a person commented that i was smart.. i told that person that im just an average joe.. but this person kept insisting that im not.. which kept me thinking.. do i give people this kind of impression.. feel free to give your comments.. it will not be taken lightly.. those with unfavourable comments WILL DIE!~

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” James Dean

scribbled 01:50